Seams that my husband doesn't care that it's mother's day unless it's his mother. He went fishing yesterday around 3pm and stayed out all night. What am I suppose to think when you don't tell me where your going to fish, won't answer your phone or text messages?! Seriously it's becoming increasingly clear that you feel your alone time is more important then anyone else's. It's just seriously disheartening that you say what I want to do is fine. See what happens when Father's day comes around. I'll make sure your alone and have nothing special. You didn't even appreciate your birthday presents. I want my heart back from you because you are not taking care and loving it. I wish you could see the pain I hide from you. Why do I continue to bother with trying with you? I guess asking you to spend time with your kids and let me go out and do something I want without our kids is just too much. Punishment for wanting to start running in the mornings before you go to work, and yesterday for going to get dresses (took only 30min, topa) gives you the right to spend almost 24hrs "fishing". I'm heart broken that you do this and don't see what you do to your family. You won't see til it's too late.
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